Thursday 25th September 2014

On the way into work today I saw this lovely flower/plant love heart.  I hope you all like it as much as I do!

After that the day went down hill.  I felt so sad and anxious.  I’ve got lots of work and social stuff over the next few days so I think things will get worse before they get better (if they ever do).

Wednesday 24th September 2014

Summary of the day (the PG version) - went shopping to get some new undies for my bf birthday.  They are so not my style but he’ll like them.  It’s odd how far you’ll go to please someone you love.

Stop using words on We Heart It.

add a caption on We Heart It.

23/9/14

I got a new collage diary.  More pages are on the way!

Depression on We Heart It.

Shy on We Heart It.

Saturday 20th September 2014

This little cat decided to play with my ears phones.  I’m not normally a cat person but he was cute!

I don’t Care anymore on We Heart It.

I have so much on my mind on We Heart It.

Wednesday 17th September 2014

Today I wanted to self harm sooo badly.  But I tried really hard not to.  I did distract and delay:

  1. I baked Herman the friendship cake
  2. Washed my clothes
  3. Coloured
  4. Mindfulness with a peg
  5. Went for a log bike ride

But after all that I messed up anyway.  I’m so disappointed in myself.