Tuesday 21st October 2014

There is nothing really of note to tell you guys about today.  So you get to look at the picture of my cheese flat bread instead of reading a long winded story about me day. Enjoy!

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Monday 20th October 2014

I saw this on my way to work.  I’m not at all religious but I do rather like clever church signs.

On a more personal note, today at work one of the doctors asked me to hold a little baby.  I find kids crying really triggering so I was rather scared that if I held the little boy wrong I’d upset him and he’d start to cry.  I walked holding him around the pharmacy for at least half an hour.  I thought I’d feel scared and anxious the whole time but I was so wrong.  He fell asleep with his head against my chest and his hand grasping the top of my shirt. I felt so good that I could calm and sooth another human being.  Off the work topic I finished my zentangle dancer today. 

Many hugs to all of you, I hope you are ok or if not ok at least safe.

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Friday 19th October 2013

A long day at work.   Once of the girls at work is really lazy so I spend most of my day bossing her around.  I didn’t have an interesting picture so instead you get a picture of my collection of elephants that sits on the window near my computer.

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Friday 17th October 2014

Work work and more work.  A great evening because my Mum got me a new set of really fine pens!  I can’t wait to test them out!

Thursday 16th October 2014

I didn’t sleep last night and I wanted to cut so bad this morning.  I call my boyfriend before I cut.  It helped! :)  Talking to him about random normal shit stopped me from hurting myself.  I whole heatedly recommend this to anyone who self harm.  It’s not as much pressure as talking about your deep issues etc it’s just sometimes enough of a distraction to help.  PLEASE try!

Also I saw this in the work email today (note if you don’t already know I work at a doctors clinic).  I hope you all like it.  Many hugs.